OKAY!

Okay, so technically it is Sunday but I am still awake yet to go to bed & it's still Saturday for me, so there! Just a quick recap of my day & off to bed I go (photos soon, PROMISE) Did a lot of loafing all day with my beloved* & Aidan until early afternoon. Then we headed to Boston to hang with the families. First we stopped at my parents house & took Aidan to his "surprise" which was watching the Macy's Christmas tree lighting, super cool by the way. And then we were off to the Stone Zoo for the Christmas Light Festival, which again was super cool. My father is absolutely hilarious with Aidan they were acting like the biggest goofs & Aidan was loving the entire day. So left my old foggies of parents & headed to Charlestown, where Aidan saw my beloved*s family, his Aunt Jyll, Michelle & of course Gama & Papa, ate some dinner had some left over desserts & again were on our way. Not much but was very exciting and lots of fun!! Aidan actually said right before he went to bed 'thanks daddy & Jen it was such a great day!' kids man! They say the most adorable things sometimes & that was definitely one of the top with him. My beloved* & I just finished up the movie 'Quarantine' not so good! First it was a bootleg, which from my parents is usually really good but this one was really dark and it was filmed documentary style so it was all over the place & we both now are dying! If we could have seen half of the movie it seemed really good. I personally have a love/hate relationship with zombie movies they freak me out but are so suspenseful! But if was an eh of a bootleg & we are both going to bed with headaches tonight because of it, but all in all today was great, started out lazii & slow & ended with lots of fun. But I am off to bed myself, long day today was & I had to blog to keep the NaBoPloMo going strong!

I LOVE TURKEY ON THANKSGiViNG

HAPPY THANKSGiViNG YA'LL.

I personally am a huge fan of Thanksgiving, it is definitely up there as one of my favorite holidays, other few being my birthday (yes it is a holiday & Christmas). It's cold outside and the second you walk into your relatives house at the warmth of everything cooking & the aromas are just overwhelming! I absolutely love it. Today at my parents' house there was a feast (it is mine & my beloveds* first Thanksgiving together) we had lasanga, smashed potatoes, smashed sweet potatoes, stuffing, turkey!, rolls, corn, peas, and millions of snacks. My parents are insane when it comes to meals; and with my beloved* & Aidan coming over they had to go that bigger. They bought olives, cream cheese, & celery for my beloved* the usual suspects chips & dips, cheese, pepperoni, crackers. The snacks were the real insane part! They made the cutest little chocolate pies I've ever seen, somehow they thought making them miniature would help with the whole messy factor & Aidan! LoL yeah right, give a four year chocolate period & there is guaranteed a mess. They also had apple pie, cookies (courtesy of myself & my beloved*), my mother made a chocolate cake with sprinkles on them! And of course they had to buy him presents, the chocolate calender that counts down the days before Christmas, a Spiderman coloring book, crayons & we are going out with them again tomorrow so who knows what else will be added to that list LoL, think they are in a serious wanting phase of a grandchild or what? Not anytime soon! Back but to the topic, Thanksgiving! SO then we went from my parents' to my beloveds* family and everyone was there again walking into the house the instant warmth & smells just fabulous! Of course all of the lovely ladies of the McG clan were there, love them all! Hilarious women! And now after only hanging with them for tops! an hour I am here at work! Love work, it's my life = ) but it's Thanksgiving, extremely slow so it doesn't really feel like work, and I am off to my second beloved Vals house, she cooked all day on her own! yay for that & made these fabulous Greek chocolates that are filled with liquor & I can not wait to sink my teeth into those!

But hope all are enjoying, not only there dayS off but their families, friends & the fabulous drinks & food that should be surronding them. And I HAD to just HAD TO post my favoriest song in the entire world that I HAVE to hear in the car every year with my father but have yet to hear this year so I found it on my own! ENJOY.

Back to the Debate

So back to the friendly debate I am having Twilight vs Sex n The City one being more realistic than the other, I was doing some research on the internet (extremely slow & bored at work today) I stumbbled upon an article written by Amy Remeikis "How realistic is Sex and the City?" http://www.thedaily.com.au/news/2008/may/22/how-realistic-sex-and-city/ is where the article is from if anyone would like to browse through it. It is an Australian journalist and compares the "New York dating scene" to the "Australian dating scene" but has some valid points that I just had to share with the class. One line states : "The characters are made up of characteristics we all have, you can see a little of yourself in all of them,” also a fact from the article stated, "Tegan and her friend Jess Vos agree with the 88% of respondents who said the show had had a positive impact on the image of single professional women." Now I completely understand that we all have our own takes on things & certain situations, statements or actions will offend others no matter how senitive the matter is handled but there are some facts! Also if you go to the Sex and the City website :: http://www.hbo.com/city/news/index.shtml there is a page devoted to all of the awards received for the shows, cast & plots! That says something. I am just trying to let people see, that this show, may be far fetched, but has some major realistic qualities. Anyone of us can relate to someone, some character that has come through one of the many episodes of Sex and the City.
But honeslty how can you relate to a vampire? Any of us bloodless, fang having, blood drinking vampires? I think not! By definition, a vampire is :: A blood-sucking ghost; a soul of a dead person superstitiously believed to come from the grave and wander about by night sucking the blood of persons asleep, thus causing their death. This superstition is now prevalent in parts of Eastern Europe, and was especially current in Hungary about the year 1730. Fig.: One who lives by preying on others; an extortioner; a bloodsucker. How can any of us; living, breathing, have blood, none of us are "un-dead"m or prey on each other relate to that? AND THEN! How can we relate to this, & then even more so believe that something like that who "preys on others" fall in love with another and then defend & protect it? COMPLETLEY ASTONISHING!!! in my eyes. And completely unbelievable. That is all today on my side of debtate, I personally think that I have made a great case. Honestly lately I have been feeling (not only on this debate) that I have been doing phenomenal in agruments everywhere! I really should have been a lawyer!

Where oh! where are you?

Where, oh! where are my fellow bloggers? I don't follow many blogs but the blogs I follow are fantastic & no one is blogging lately! What am I to do with myself at work? Where is everyone? What happened to NaBloPoMo? Did everyone just give up besides myself & Kolleen? Someone, please! blog something interesting for me to read. I understand it's the Holiday Season but come on NaBloPoMo people NaBloPoMo!!

Hold!

So I am putting the debate on hold for a few hours in hopes for some clearity on a topic. I understand we as people change, multiple times in our life but sometimes is a change such a bad thing that "friends" just pretty much abandon you? Seriously. So you go through a "rough patch" drinking all the time, partying the days & weeks away and you spend all of your hard earned money on drinks & getting into clubs, and then you find someone. Not just anyone but someone who has completely changed your views & outlook on life as a whole. You are now into the spending quality time, looking towards the future, finally move out of your parents house (which you were hell bent on never leaving), and basically just acting more of an adult. But certain people that you thought were friends completely get fed up with this 'change' and just slowing cut off all ties & contact, until nothing! Now I understand friends get distant, we live different lives, have people in our lives we would prefer to spend more time with but to ask someone to join in on something then completely never mention it again & then blame you! for bailing & never hanging out is that neccessary? Now I may be young, naive or just plain stupid when it comes to 'friends' but wouldn't they be happy for me? I am not in that horrible cycle anymore, actually enjoying life, more positive & unbeat, and just overall happy! Why can't people be happy for you? I understand misery loves company, but when these people seem to be happy as well why can't they celebrate in the happiness for everyone not just themselves? I am honestly stunned & don't know what to even try & say at this point. At first I thought it was me, being cold & distant (everyone does it when a relationship is new, they want to spend all their free time with their new signifcant other) but I tried!! I honestly did, I called, texted just checked up on everyone & I got snubbed, attitudes & completely dissed out of things I was told about & told to 'have that night off' so I honestly & sadly gave up. I was just wondering, is this an issue many of us deal with? Or is it just something that you learn over time, certain people will just always suck & not be cool with 'change'. I mean I did at first, yes, distant myself wrap myself up with nothing but my beloved* but I tried to stop it, and I saw my friend Val once a week (at least) we did a girls night, or went someone where and did something together. But the others, yes all of our lives are busy just didn't seem to care or make any effort?! And now I am finding friends in the oddest places, (NO OFFENSE TO ANY OF THESE PEOPLE MENTIONED JUST ODD) the lovely Lisa has been there for me when I have had 'bad days' & she is just overall amazing, this guy Patrick I work with is always asking how I am, the family & my beloved* & Aidan are, the fabulous Kolleen even has been great! She is working for the great Benefit cosmetics and has reached out for us to hang & chit chat about the makeup she sells, and also gave me for my prize with the Beauty Question Week she had going on, and of course my two oldest & dearest friend Julie & Val, if you knew some of the stories we've had it's not only hilarious but amazing we are all still such good friends and have always been there for me. So it is just mind blowing to me that these people who said 'they would always be here for me no matter what, we are BFFs & such' just drop me like a bad hairdo or trend going on. So, all in all today I in a fabulous mood & will continue this friendly debate we have going on! But I was just wondering if anyone else has ever had this situation before or am I alone in this situation, or is it something I will learn to better a better judge in characters (which I thought I was, I don't get very close with many), who knows?! Until later fellow bloggers more on the whole Sex n The City vs Twilight saga.

i heart sexnthecity.

So the fabulous Kolleen & myself are having a debate Twilight vs Sex n The City, now I am a HUGE Sex n The City fan & not a big fan of any sci-fi movies or stuff. So seeing as how this debate is starting to get heated (all in a friendly manner of course) I had to find some pictures of both, how can you not love Sex n The City, it is MORE realistic than Twilight would ever dream of being & I just love it. Four powerful women working in the city, successful & kicking ace like men to do us! Gotta love it, and Twilight has what, this Edward Cullen guy? Okay, pasty white guys are not my type at all & the fact that a "vampire' falls in love with a teenage girl & tries to save her from the rest of the vampire squad is just laughable to me. First. Vampires are so fake, and isn't the whole exsistence of vampires that they are the un-dead, completely cold & have no feelings or human qualities at all? Well, that's what my understanding was but this movie is just that "good" that it beats all the odds & thoughts we had as vampires as a whole. Second. The fact that all these little teenage girls are freaking out like NKOTB or Nsync was in town over a movie is seriously freaking the crap outa me. I didn't like teenage girls when I was a teenage girl & the fact that they're out at all hours, at the movies screaming at the top of their lungs & acting like complete morons is killing me! While Sex n The City is based on reality. The whole concept of four women living in a large city been friends for years & are always there for themselves, is that not realistc? Seriously, come on at least give me that. And yes, I stand by my statement 'every woman should watch Sex n The City' even though it is a little far fetched from what our daily lives are, they do hit serious topics. Carrie had a recovering alcoholic as a boyfriend, a recovering drug addict, an ADD adult man boyfriend, a girlfriend who is a whore (we all have or had one of those), or a stuck up prude, or a complete feminist. Where is the unrealistic factor? That they make a lot of money, that could happen to any of us, the fact that they have nothing but designer clothes in their closets, could happen or the fact that they have no STDs yet sleep with crazii amounts of men. Well, if i recall they did hit the topic of miscarriages & abortions, Charlotte did get crabs from a guy at the Hamptons & Miranda got an STD too (I just spent 10 minutes trying to find out which one but she did!). They also hit cancer, deaths, sexless marriages (which unforunately happen) & tons of other topics that are reality!! So that is all for my side of the debate today, just think of 90210, Melrose Place, DeGrassi (never watched but people love it), Saved By the Bell, and the millions of other shows that are "based on reality" to a certain degree, where do you get that from Twilight, where I ask you?

Some of their outfits are rockin & I want them!
Some of their outfits (earlier in the series) are horrid!

Love you ladies!!

Again, earlier in the series thank god we developed our styles.

G.O.R.G.E.O.U.S.

That scene is from the movie, loved it!! Santa won't you get it for me?

Another beginning of the series shot.

And here are some anti-Twilight clips, WaHaHa had to find some.

and he is! my beloved* has color (as much as his Irish nationality & hatred of the sun will allow him to have) personality, charm & no fangs to bite me with when i kiss him <3

you can click to make the clip below larger. pretty funny even if you are a twilight fan.

that is all for the day fellow bloggers, trust me there will be more on this topic.

LoL imagine the two of us could keep this going for a good amount of time.

No. 24

So in the spirit being the 24th of November, being 30 days from Christmas Eve! I am putting up some fun images of Christmas shows, & good ol' fashion fun! The 25 days of Christmas begins on Sunday on ABC Family here in the Boston area & I can not wait! My mother & I watch it all, we DVR whatever we can't watch live & watch all of the shows & this year my beloved* & I are going to be DVRing them all & sitting on our butts an entire day & watching them all at once! Whoopie so excited for the holidays to come! So here are some of my favorites from the Holiday Season shows & the 25 days of Christmas countdown.

Heat Miser & Snow Miser from 'The Year without a Santa Claus' my favoritest favorite.

who could not love, 'How the Grinch Stole Christmas' the orginial!

Again my favoritest favorite Christmas movie 'The Year without a Santa Claus'

told you it's my favorite LoL can't get enough of it. I DVR it & play just their songs over & over again & do their dances! I am a great Snow Miser! My mom does Heat Miser

'Rudolph the Rednosed Reindeer & the Island of Misfit Toys' Hermey the Elf wants to be a dentist, Rudolph just wants to belong!!

'Frosty the Snowman' original classic! HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Well that is all for today fellow bloggers, hope everyone stayed warm this bitterly cold winter & get ready for the Holiday Season, it'll be here before we know it.

NoBloPoMo No 23

So being a Sunday & being absolutely freezing outside we did a lot of nothing today & it was fabulous! Woke up this morning & Aidan was in a really cheerful mood, my beloved* & I were actually rested (yeah everyone passed out on me last night at like 11p!! GRANNIES) So of course I fell asleep as well, hanging alone is boring & I did have an eventful day. But back to today, we actually woke up & cooked an amazing breakfast. Scrambled eggs (cinnamon in them which is absolutely yummy but my beloved* made this hilarious face & was like what the heck are you doing? wacky chick making wacky stuff), bacon, biscuits, ham steaks & Gee was so kind to do the coffee run. It was absolutely hilarious we all ate together and then sat in the living room reading either a newspaper, gossip magazine, or ads from the newspaper. I just loved it this morning! Aidan & I hung pictures on our walls, he hung up pictures he made me from school, I hung up my beloved's* 'The Dark Knight' poster, & I hung up my picture of the 'Jennie monster' Kolleen drew me. And then sitting in the living room during the coffee/tea reading festival Aidan came out looking like this!

Yup! He is wearing my UGGs & my straw I hat I earned from Margarita's! Gotta love kids man! They say & do the most hilarious things, we were all rolling when he came out like this, & he had the funniest little voice on pretending to be someone, I don't even know who and it was hilarious. Aidan, you are hilarious lil man! So that is all for my blog today, going back to my nothing Sunday with my fellas, & it's almost dinner time, gotta see what my beloved* is cooking us up for dinner (it's his turn tonight for dinner) Stay warm & positive fellow bloggers!

Today.

Today is extremely cold, unbearably, hide under your blankets, your hands hurt if you dear to bear this wind cold and of course yes I did! But my mother & I snagged some awesome deals, and the little Miss Rileigh Marie*. So we drove all the way the Raynham and oop! no flea market, we are women of bargins we will travel high & low to find a steal and there's an item I am in serious search for but it was closed! So we call our own personal GPS, my dad & ask him what we should do now since we drove all the way down here we might as well find something else to do there. So he tells us to head like 15-20 more minutes south to Wrentham! Home of my favorite place in the world, the Wrentham Outlets! Yippy! So we get there, fight with the carriage for 20 minutes, mind you it's so cold your hands hurt & then get the cutest little snow bunny ever strapped into her seat & take off. Of course, I can't mention what exactly I got but I got some good items! I am like, is it an elephant, when it comes to memory? LoL I remember everything, you mention something to me months before that you want really bad I can guarantee I will remember, and if it's not outrageously priced, will pick it up for you! So I snagged a bunch of good suff for under $100!! Which (if you knew what exactly I got) you'd be impressed with too! But I don't have much to say today, I'm cold, cranky & annoyed. Shopping is usually one of my favorite therapies but with this cold weather it's not as MUCH fun, still loads of fun. So I am off for the day, hope everyone is enjoying their weekends!

More Positive

So yesterday I had a seriously off-day & then I received a text from the fabulous Cheryl stating that we were in some serious need of a "Smiling Face Day" so not only is this for the fabulous Cheryl this is also for myself, definetely needed a booster after yesterday!! So today's blog is full of silly, fun images & stuff I love! So enjoy your Friday fellow bloggers & stay positive! LoL Do as I say not as I do LoL and enjoy your long (cold) weekend!

SMILE PEOPLE. Life isn't that serious.

The images below are because I am a PRO at making silly faces & love em.

I personally love when people make their kids' hair silly, it'll grow back or you can always wash it out have fun with your kids hair!

I can't wait to have my own & mess with their heads. Poor kids!

Silly slogans are the best. You seem something randomly that just makes you bust out laughing!

Story of my life, LoL love working with the public.

men's slogan.

Now just stuff I love! I love fun boots.

I love to collect pins! Working with airlines I get so many from so many different places, I'll get some pictures up of my own pins.

I love flowers! but what girl doesn't.

I love music! Can completely change your attitude in a second.

I love to dance. And yes I usually am the one busting out all over the place, alone!

I love to cook!

So that is all for the day! Hope everyone has a fabulous weekend, & enjoys the fun blog!

Only One Thing.

So I am sorry, I know yesterday I stated that I was going to try & be positive/upbeat/funny all week but I am irate at the moment. I hate the fact some people are pushovers & even more I hate the fact that some people know it & take FULL ADVANTAGE of it!! I hate people. I am sorry, hate is a four letter word (mom always said not to use them) & it's a strong word but I HATE PEOPLE. I hate that people are so selfish, uncaring, insensitive & just down right cruel & mean. I am so upset with people right now I can barely function, and it's only 10.45a and I have to "work" until 3pm. The only thing I can even think about right now is all of my anger I have been bottling up & it needs to get out! I am so angry with people & their inconsiderate actions & the fact that all they care about is themselves. I am tired of listening to people who say "I try to be a good person & do right" and do nothing but selfish actions & ruin my day! I am tired of people just "yup-ping" others to death & not getting the whole story or actually thinking of the other people who are effected by this whole "yup-ping" bullsh!t. I am so sorry that this is such an angry blog but that is all I am at the moment. I am honestly just tired of caring, I want to be one of those selfish people who think of no one but themselves & does only for themselves. Here's to me being more selfish & cruel to the world!! SCREW YOU PEOPLE! I am no longer a doormat, I will no longer go out of my way to do nice things for ANYONE, this is me pledging to myself that I will no nothing but things for myself, to better myself & just make me feel good.

No 19 :: Embarrasing.

Okay! So my own little personal goal this week is to make every blog to an entire 7 days (at least) a positive, upbeat, funny blog. And this morning the lovely Lisa & myself were going through the news on the internet & we fell upon a story on whdh.com that began yesterday. A man (yes gentlemen A MAN!) drove his truck into the Charles River! Okay, I understand things happen but 1. I love the fact it was a guy & not a girl "Girl Drivers No Survivers!" ha! and 2. what the hell were you doing that you didn't see the road end, the little downhill & oop! then the river LOL turns out!! the continuing coverage from this story is that the guy sneezed! SERIOUSLY! The quote from whdh.com is "The gentleman said he sneezed, next thing he knew he was in the river," said a witness. HaHa I am sorry, the guy turned out fine, not a scratch on him but seriously, women are the bad drivers here? I have been sick for 2 weeks now; sneezing, coughing, running nose & eyes & (knock on wood) haven't had any incidents where I was heading to a river, especially the Charles River! LoL So today's blog is a funny, embarrassing story of your own! Come on, laugh at yourself life is not that serious. Here's a picture below of that guys' car in the Charles River! LOL He loves that dirty water.

My embarrasing story is a good one! I die laughing, personally, when I tell people. I was about 8 or 9 years old when my parents moved to Plymouth for the longest year (thank God just one year) and I had to take a bus to school! So my first day as an 8 year old I got all dressed up, wore a cute little black skirt, pretty pink & white shirt (yeah I remember all the details!) white bows in my hair & those really think tights girls had when we were little, pretty; shiny black shoes. So my brother & I are waiting for the bus at the end of the driveway all excited for our new school & to see the friends we had made while we visited our grandparents (that live there) every summer, for weeks at a time, we were amped! So the bus pulls up I see one of the girls I remember and sit with her. Ride to school all excited talking about how great it is that we're going to school together making fabulous plans for lunch & recess! We get off the bus and go into school hang up our coats & our bags/lunch boxes into our cubbies (gotta love school when you were younger) and everyone is laughing!? So of course 8 years old you just laugh along having no clue what's going on & the teacher approaches me, 'Jennifer why don't you go see the nurse' okay?! Whatever the teacher says go to the nurse you go. I skip (yes I skipped) all excited for my first day and I am getting into the system, know my class, my teacher & now visiting the nurse who knows why but I was excited. The nurse says 'Jennifer, did you dress yourself today' My eyes light up, 'Yes I did, I picked out these bows & my shirt & my skirt' going to grab my skirt & do a little twirly dance & THERE'S NO SKIRT! I am shocked & run behind her desk, immediately start crying, realizing people were laughing at me! 'WHERE DID MY SKIRT GO? I HAD A SKIRT ON, DID I LOSE IT?' I'm 8 people I have no idea, I was freaked out. So the nurse tries to calm me down, 'it's okay we'll get you something to wear for the rest of the day' crying even more now going through the lost&found items trying to find something that would even half compare to my fabulous skirt I DID HAVE IT ON when I left the house. I finally find a pair of black pants & go into the bathroom to get dressed & start laughing! My skirt went up my shirt & disappeared! I run out of the bathroom & scream 'I FOUND IT!' The nurse laughed and said 'I should be more careful when wearing skirts' I went back to class laughing so hard & explained what happened to my friend & teacher. Of course they got a chuckle & I seriously can not forget that moment. That was absolutely horrible for me, 8 years old at a new school & I lost my skirt? Who loses a skirt? I do! Well that is my embarrassing/funny story. Can't do anything but laugh at them now, they're over & done with & whatever it happened! Happens to everyone. What is you embarrassing/funny story? Please do tell fellow bloggers! Please share with the class.

NaBloPoMo

So this morning I am feeling horrible, been sick now for about 2 weeks & I am now cracking jokes that I will be the person on Orgeon Trail (the game) that dies of that random illness & you have to bury on the side of the road! LoL and I found an image from the game thought it would be a good laugh this morning to actually post it & chat about it a bit. Yup! I died of typhoid! Poor Jennifer just had a cold then oh snap* made a turn for the worst & needs to be buried. I swear, I am trying my best to get better, lost of OJ, "resting" as much as I can, cold medicines (day&night), teas, blankets, sleep! What the hell will work? I mean, going to the doctors in my opinion for just a cold is ridiculous but maybe I should seriously consider it now that it's week 2 of being this ill & there is no sign of getting better. Idk. But newho.

But this morning it is absolutely freezing, I had what I thought for a second was snow on the back on my car! I believe though it was just frost?! But seriously, it was 60 on Saturday, then Sunday it was freezing and since then it's been cold as crap. That explains why I can not get better, the damn "New England weather" is ridiculous. BAH!

But in other news, does anyone else feel that the new handbag is having a kid?! I personally feel a lot of people now-a-days are having kids, why I have no idea there are a number of reaons but seriously everyone around me seems to be having kids. Now I completely understand that "having children" is the most rewarding, fabulous part of life but so young, and not ready? Yes, yes are we ever really ready but I could be a little more responsible or ready at 25 or older rather than 18 or younger. Now I am not knocking what people decide to do, I am highly against abortions but why let yourself get in that mess? Maybe I am neive & ignorant but I feel that there are so many things out there that sometimes, certain people really need to plan when they're going to have children & try hard at it. And some people are popping out kids like they get paid for it, if that's the case sign me up! I will let your bun roast in my oven LoL I am totally just kidding, but in all seriousness am I alone in this thought/observation? Does no one else feel people are just having kids all over the place now-a-days? Maybe it is just me, or maybe because I don't have children or been down that road I don't understand the joy & happiness it brings and I am totally out of my league with these comments & questions. But I honestly don't feel I am. My beloved* has a child & yes he is not mine he rocks & I love hanging with him & he is so much fun. He is energetic, 99% of the time an awesome, well-behaved kid (99% of the time is awesome for a 4 year old) but others are popping out a number of kids, and neglecting them. Passing them from friend to friend or loved one to loved one just letting a million people watch them while they proceed with their lives like nothing has changed! BIG THINGS HAVE CHANGED! You have a child now, things should not be the same as they were. I just don't understand. Okay, so you're young & you want to have a child okay sure that's your right but why have a child to let everyone else raise them, or b!tch & moan life is tough & you want a social life. Your social life will probably end when their life begins, or be highly limited especially when the child is first born. I am not sure if I am just rambeling about a bunch of non-sense I have no idea about, or being completely ignorant & "not understanding" the situation due to the fact I am not a mother but I really don't get it. Pop out a kid, neglect them, or pop them out & b!tch at the fact you have them! LoL mind blowing to me. I just don't get it.

I personally do want children, I want like a million of them LoL no but I want about three. IF! I can afford to have all three of them. But I want to be ready, financially stable, in a good relationship, heading down the road I want to be on before I bring that bundle of joy into the world. And I completely understand stuff happens sometimes & for those parents who step up & take care of everything, loving/caring for their children serious kudoos to you. No pun there at all, I am serious when I say you deserve some serious kudoos, lots of people aren't doing that at all. And I am not knocking having children at all, I want some of my own! I guess I am just blowing off some steam built up about this topic. I sit by and watch so many (seriously) young parents not stepping up & doing what should/needs to be done and then having more! Okay, I did not mean to offend anyone in this blog but I need to let out some of my own steam because I am trying to get my mind around the concept of this. And honestly the fact that people without children can't express an opinion either way towards this topic without feeling the "rath" of the parents who are busting their aces. I am not knocking anyone or their choices, just wondering as to why we do the things we do?! Or why we don't do the things we should do. I personally am terrified of that day the doctor says "CONGRATS! YOU'RE A MOM" I need guarantee that I will be good at what I am trying to accomplish, and the fact that there's no guarantee on the butt of the kid stating 'congrats you got a great kid & you're going to make him a rock star' freaks me out & the fact that you could completely fawk the kid up terrifies me. But I guess that's the roll of the dice we play when we decide to have kids. And please! don't let this blog seem to be a knocking or dowing of people & their ways, I am just trying to grasp my mind around people. People, their choices, their actions & the decision they make. No it doesn't effect me & I honestly am not all worked up I am just wondering, wondering as to why we do the things we do. I can not wait to have kids of my own & God help us all when that day comes LoL

No 17 :: What to Discuss

So this morning, I honestly have nothing to blog about. I have nothing to "b!tch" about this morning, no hot topics heard on the radio to discuss, nothing "wrong" or "bad" with myself & my life at the moment (besides this cold I can not get over) so rambeling my brain I could not think of anything except the man I am in love with. As difficult of a man as he is, aren't they all sometimes?! I love him to death. He has supported me, trusted me, been by my side, & just loved me for me and I wanted to thank him with a blog devoted just to him, so here is to my beloved* James Steven, you drive me nuts, but it's a good nuts. We both have been through some bad relationships, tough times with loved ones & just waited for that person to come along & be our person for each other, and I am so glad that we not only found each other but that we are each others' person. I put together a collection of some of my favorite pictures of him, some I snagged from others & some are my own but I love him & he means the world to me, here's to James Steven, my beloved*, my person don't listen to those negative voices that surrond you & tell you lies, we are all difficult/lazii & just blah at times & you are an amazing man, boyfriend, lover, friend, & father! Just keep up the good work.

this was our first Sox game, it was so cold & rainy but we had a blast.
haha. my birthday he hates karaoke but went for me! and laughed with/at me.

our summer vacation to plimouth plantation, i was such a tourist & he was great with me.

the breast cancer awareness walk 2008, rock your sox team! always supporting me.

just being a goof. that is why i love him so, he doesn't take things too seriously.

looks so handsome all dressed up!

young & skinny. glad we got out of that phase.

love you in your glasses, you should wear them more often.

I just wanted to write this blog to devote one whole blog to the man I love, who stole my heart & ran with it, not away but just ran LoL. Everyone now-a-days seem to take their loved ones for granted, or don't just do something extra to let them know how much they mean to them & I just wanted to let my beloved* know how much he means to me, how much I love him & to know that he is an amazing man just as he is (minus a few quarks LoL jk babe). None of us are perfect but our imperfections together work together to make us great together!

James Steven, my beloved* I love you!