REUNiTiNG*

i had to post the news, it is going to happen! i am so excited.
http://www.celebuzz.com/saved-bell-cast-reunites-s122821/

please, move on.

hello blogging world! happy wednesday, today will be my Sunday & i am back to work tomorrow, boo. so sad this mini vacation has been fabulous but i must say i am getting bored with being home & am looking forward to work, LoL that'll end about . .. oh i'd say an hour into thursday's shift. but today i wanted to just discuss something that has been bothering me for a few days now, why can't people move on & leave the past behind them? i mean i understand we've all had high points in our life we'd like to relive & do again just because it was that awesome. trust me! i've got summer 2007 where i had no cares in the world, went out every night & had a blast with my friends, or spring/fall 2005 when i was at jwu & had a blast with my sisters & college friends with again no cares in the world, or even the year 1998 when i really was care-free no job, hanging out everyday par-taking in activities i no longer do but unfortunately those times have come & gone. i am now 24 years old with a full-time job, working for the weekend & to pay rent, bills, student loans, & food and am pregnant. you can't go back people so please stop trying to. we all have periods of time where we would like to re-do it again for just one more day or week or hour even! why. things have changed for a reason, whether we're not in the "perfect" spot yet that we'd like to be in or in transition from one to life to the next we need to let go. things happened, people changed, things were said & they can never be taken back or altered, they're set in time. 

once again, i am not sure what my point is to this blog or if i even have one. but i needed to get things off my chest, i am surrounded by people who will not let their pasts go and if it didn't personally affect me i don't think i'd have much to say, keyword much! but since i am around these people in some sort of way & their actions affect me i am a lot more vocal about these topics. please! grow up, you are no longer 14 years old & can run around a mess as you seem to want to. would you please let your past go? certain events took place, most of which you had complete control of & happened in reaction to things you did so please you have a new, really good-looking life being put together in front of you, turn around & fully submerge yourself in that new life you have working for. and finally. stop being a complete rude, see you next tuesday-y, vindictive, horrid, ugly douchebag that looks good on no one especially on someone that was once your "good friend" &  you all of a sudden decided to turn completely against because . . . the only reason i can see if my life went in a direction that you wanted yours to? i'm sorry, i personally wasn't ready for where this road has taken me but i love it, am embracing it & letting go of the past & living this life i have, so please do so as well. trying to make others miserable because it seems apparent you are does nothing better than make you look like that ugly person i described earlier. 

man! does that feel better. people are just appalling & sad sometimes. wish that everyone was given the same characteristics sometimes to just move on & let things go. but i guess if that was so then we wouldn't be individuals. happy wednesday fellow bloggers, i am off to enjoy my last day off in the sun (hopefully) with my guy*

spectacular weekend!

happy monday! blogging world. my weekend was eventful! yet at the same time very mellow & relaxed. great weekend! we had snugglebutt, aidan, this weekend friday night i worked so it was just the boys at home; but Sat began my 5 day mini-vacation! yay. So Saturday my beloved*, aidan, my mom, brother & i all went to castle island in south boston. awesome place! it was the right temperature as well; really cool breeze from the ocean, sunny & warm just fabulous. altho we did miss the castle by 10 minutes, aidan had a blast! my brother is a "tough guy" when you meet him one-on-one but the second you bring a kid into the house that dr. jenkil turns off & he is the funniest, goofiest guy in the world; i think it's actually all the men in my family?! hhmm. so my brother ran around with aidan while my mom, beloved* & i strolled behind watching chatting about the baby & the registry, that's all my mom talks about she's dying to go out & shop! LoL but there are a few pictures i have been traveling light since i now have an extra 12 pounds on my belly so pictures will come at some point when my brother posts them. we then did dinner at the prince's leaning tower of pizza on route 1 with my parents; my dad & aidan absolutely adore each other. walking into a family; even tho separated are completely still involved in this little man's life was a little nerve-raking because if my beloved* & i got serious, which obviously we did, where do i & my family come into play? and it has been the easiest transition ever! my beloveds* & my families get along great; similar in a lot of ways & aidan loves my family, things just are running so smoothly. of course after dinner we bogeyed home due to being aidan's bedtime nearing. that snugglebutt of course feel asleep in the car & was wide awake when we walked in the door, LoL gotta love him & his own bedtime routines. 

sunday we bid adieu to aidan, he went over to his nanny/grampi's (his moms' parents) he loves it there, they have a pool & a sandbox who wouldn't love it there? LoL and i had my beloved* all to myself. we went to babiesrus & began our registration process! yay. a bit overwhelming i must admit; beginning it holding the gun in your hand walking around the store seeing everything you want all the excitement is overwhelming! it was great! until we got to breast-pumps, monitors, bottles; what is BPA free, what isn't (which by the way everything is BPA free now) was crazy. so we called it a day, wanting to research the important stuff before we made hasty decisions & went to lunch* my favorite thing to do now sit down & eat! LoL i did take a nap which i was very excited about but we did miss our movie date we were going to do. but we did see the hangover! funny movie. and that brings us to today.

today is all about me! i am heading to motherhood maternity, sally's beauty supply, target & newbury comics. we then have a date planned for ourselves later tonight; we made a pack last night that no matter how insane our lives get (which they are def going to with aidan, peanut, & my beloveds* 5-day work week beginning soon) we will make it a point to have one night a month to ourselves LoL if we end up home alone on the couch i can live with that! but that has been my exciting, relaxed, fun weekend. hope everyone else had such a great weekend as we did here. the weather has been fabulous here in boston, so enjoy! my weekend will last me another two days; my monday is thursday! aaah. mini-vacations are fabulous. ciao blogging world.

we finally agreed on something.

i am always apologizing for being so distant with you blog-world, yet here i am again doing it sorry! being pregnant, working 40 hours, managing a social life, sleeping/relaxing, looking for a bigger place and beginning he 'nesting' process is time-consuming. LoL so some things have to slack and this is one of them. but! update time. last week we had a peanut appointment beginning the logging of the belly measurements, we're at 21 inches so far (this is length-wise) so far everything has been text-book fabulous with peanut & myself* we have another ultrasound at the end of the moment, 3-d pictures this time! and blood-work/checkup at the beginning of next month. her movements have been more frequent lately too! she doesn't really have a pattern per-say  but it's usually certain times of day or after a heavy meal & it is so much fun! i believe she is starting to get stronger so other people will be able to feel her on the outside of my belly soon. yay* so exciting

my beloveds* hand injury is slowly coming along. he also had an appointment this week & saw another specialist, took some x-rays & got another note to prolong his return to work. i personally love it, not because he is home more (altho i do) but because this injury was huge, it was on his dominant hand & his three most used fingers this needs to be 100% before he returns & with his hesitation/nervousness to go back to his daily work activities, that only makes me more nervous as well. so another two weeks he is off, he is  going insane but will be worth it in the long run & i also am off starting saturday for a mini-5 day vacation! so we will begin our registration process (yes that has yet to being), continue our look into bigger places, hit the library, take aidan* to either an outdoor or indoor fun activity (depending on the weather, they say ran is coming again!) hitting up some fun activities for ourselves & family visits. woah! this is why i am exhausted & slacking with the blogging, i get time off/to myself and i over-book myself with other activities. OH! and the annual McG clan kenny chesney/lobsterfest (we've now merged it to one) is coming up soon too! love both events last year & super excited about the double-event this year! 

also. i am being thrown back to the girl who was questioning "friends" and people from a few months ago. events that have been taking place in the past week(s) have been really eerking me & my mind. i completely understand people change, life changes, things just change but why is it that because change happens some of us need to change negatively/ugly with it? being pregnant is one of the two happiest times in a persons' life yet even in this happy, weird, difficult, stressful, exciting time some people who surround us need to be negative, ugly, spiteful, & just down right rude. why? i'm sorry things changed! i'm sorry things didn't go the way you hoped they would! but i am not sorry for where i am, who i am/with & where life has brought me to be & is taking me. we all have events that happen that don't go the way we wanted them to, some of us it happens more than others but does that really mean you need to go out of your way to be rude or ignorant? really. especially towards someone you once be-friended or considered family. blah! 

things have been all over the place lately. being as emotional as i am lately; usually very mellow for the record (words from my beloved*) people, events, comments are really getting to me. and after tomorrow there will be a lot more events to blog about, so i should be back in just a few days. ah. summer has finally arrived & just in time for my mini-vacation. yay me* 

also! we finally have agreed on something, our theme! precious moments natures babies, i personally see it as disney babies to disney. i absolutely love it* here's a glimpse of it.

aaah! adorable. ciao fellow bloggers.

quick & fun filled.

hello blogging world. quick post today; i have been in some serious mia mode lately but in my defense i did just get off of an 11 day work week, it is the Fourth of July weekend & the sun has finally made an appearance to our world, so you can understand where i have been, all over the place LoL

in pregnancy world; i feel great, minus the typical back/feet aches, & fatigue other than that i feel great, i believe i am starting to feel my lil peanut, big gee (an uncle to my beloved*) phrased it best last night "it's like a fish swimming in your belly" and at the moment that's what it felt like; faint, weird, kind of moving around in there not what i was expecting (a quick sudden foot in a rib or side) LoL also! my beloved*s cousin bailey is due today! and i saw her yesterday & did exactly what i hate others do to me; immediately ran up to her screaming "belly!" with my hands out & instantly on her belly when my fingers would in reach. LoL she didn't mind tho. owen matthew* her peanut was all over the place, he felt large & in charge. and she was describing what i should be expecting & confirmed my fishy feeling was probably my lil peanut* i have an appt tomorrow with the doctor; so there should be exciting news about that as well as our first registration experience! i could not be more excited to start baby shopping!

in Fourth of July news; it was eventful yet very calming, relaxing & full of fun people & yummy food. we made stops everywhere too!; my parents, my beloveds* parents, my friend julie* my  beloveds* friends sarah & jordans, & ate food at every stop! LoL everyone makes sure i have something to eat, which i am loving! the fireworks were fun, the family/friends were fun to hang with, and the food was yummy as always what more could you ask for on a holiday to celebrate our independence day than going everywhere & being in good spirits all day; happy fourth my military friends! thank you.

lastly i guess i'll do some postsecrets. the past few sundays i have not been feeling what i have been seeing so much but this week there were just a few & here are my favorites. happy fourth & long beautiful weekend fellow bloggers.

being pregnant i worry less about everyone around me & more about me & my lil peanut* i can not wait to meet her.

ha. how i feel the same exact way; answering phones all day, saying the sentence four times to one person makes you have some hatred with phone calls.

i work with some serious characters & i can do this with all of them.

i don't have no sister.

hello blogworld. so today was a very emotional rollercoaster for me today; i stayed at my parents last night so i missed my guys inparticular my beloved* sleeping alone is never fun once you get all comfy with someone but that was great! my bed at my parents rocks! it is an ultra-pillow top bed with the comfiest blankets & pillows & my oldest cuddliest teddy in the world LOL so i was wicked excited to sleep in that bed especially working all week with having my feet & back bothering me as much as they have been. so i wake up in my comfy bed, my dad is cooking yummy-smelling food, took a shower, played around with baby girl* names for baby peanut with my mom, hung out with my brother & his dog dutchie! and then leave for work & have a horrible little ordeal outfront with a completel stranger! GGR. no need for details at this time because i honestly am just appauled, shocked & was actually minorly injured so no need to relive that so soon. but the kid completely shot my day! fcuking A. being pregnant i am on the verge of having emotional breakdowns, meltdowns, & episodes so this kid (was an adult) completely kicked my great day beginnings to a shame! boo to you ugly man, serious boo to you!
but! in other news, good news! we told aidan the big news that he is going to be a big brother! he had an aboluslety hilarious & adorable reaction, i was very much pleased with it. so he comes over & i am showering, he doesn't like when he can't reach me when he walks in the door. idk why because when i'm there he usually makes his grumpy face & says 'i wanna watch noggin' LoL okay sure how are you, nice to see you. so i got out of the shower & my beloved* & i discussed our plan of attack i got dressed & went to the living room, LoL sat him down & told him we got big news buddy! he made his silly smirk that he makes like he knows what we're going to say and my beloved* says 'how would feel about being a big brother, want to have a little sister.' he looks at us 'i don't have a sister' and laughs at us. we both chuckled & shook our heads, 'aidan what if you had a little sister, how would you feel' now he's getting frustrated & says 'but i don't have one, yet!' LoL yet? wtf is that business but we go on 'buddy so jen & i are going to have a baby & she's going to be you sister' he looks at us trying to figure out if we're messing with him or not and then he crosses his arms over his chest and says 'but i don't even have a sister' of course we can't hold in the laughter because his faces, voice & persona is hilarious all the time forget trying to tell him this. so my beloved* says 'aidan do you understand what we're telling you, you're going to have a sister after your birthday & before thanksgiving' and he looks at us and says 'momma told me that daddy & momma made me & i was in her belly' and looked at us puzzled my beloved* says to him 'yeah just like daddy & momma made you, jen & daddy made your sister & she's in jen's belly' and rubbed my belly LoL now i am a 5 foot, little over 100 lb lady so being 20 weeks now i am showing! showing very-well, there's no denying it. so aidan looked up at my beloved* & me and was confused, but jumped up & ran over to me gave me a huge hug & kiss! he then layed back with his arms behind his head laying on his bed with his feet crossed 'i'm gonna be the best big brother, i gotta teach her about the slides at the park' he jumped up and started waving his finger side to side 'you can't climb up the slides like rileigh does cause you'll get hurt when someone comes down' LoL the child is absolutely hilarious & adorable all the time but this conversation killed me, i loved it.
we then took him to the ultrasound appointment we had that day, i wanted to take him if he sat well with the news figured that the visual would help him with the whole topic. so we got there & i went ahead to register and then head over to the appt, so he got all nervous when i went ahead 'jen! don't leave me (he started trying to run but my beloved* had his hand) i'll be a really good big brother don't go without me' LoL i almost died. once in room; had the machine running, goo on my belly, the lights off & ready to go aidan got all excited. he was all over making sure my comfort level was normal, 'jen does that hurt? where did the rest of her go? (baby peanut) jen! is that cold?' then! they took a picture of her face, spooky face! she looks like skeletor or a skeleton and the lady asked me if i wanted it i told her no her face was creepy & that wasn't my baby. but aidan jumped on it & taped it on his wall so & i quote 'i can look at her beautiful face everyday' LoL my Saturday just rocked! we then went to gama & papa's (my beloveds* parents) and he was all protective of where people's limbs were compared to my belly & he kept saying 'his baby' uh! the day just rocked, only bad part about it was i had to leave all the love & go to work, but work was good yesterday. today on the other hand is seriously lame!
but i had to share our story in telling our little snugglebutt about his little sister, it was just the most fun i had telling a kid anything!

drum roll please.

so today was the highly anticipated doctor's appointment, and for those who know me i make it my mission to never be late to anything! my beloved* must have a gene in him that makes him prone to being late! LoL so we don't always mess very well when planning our schedule. so! we had snugglebutt aidan this weekend & dropped him off to his mom (miss kolleen!) at about 1pm. which was perfect, drop him off jump on the highway & be on our way. well with the crazii rain again today i had to drive a little slower, being a safe driver, and it took a little longer to get there so instead of being 15 minutes early like i like, we showed up on time! walk in the office & big sign on the window where the fabulous little check in lady should be "please register in suite 125 first' where the fcuk is suite 125 i'm in suite 170? great. i instantly get worked up, stressed & annoyed and panic a bit, my beloved* loves when i do this because then it is his job to somehow get me to relax! ha. good luck babes. so we register and get back to the office, wait like 5 minutes if that and get in the room where i get to see the little peanut! the woman instantly rubs us both the wrong way, "oh well you guys were extremely late we may need to rush this" excuse me! the appt was for 145 i was 5 minutes late! and if i am "extremely late" that i am going to ruin your schedule for the day when you already have your 2p appt waiting then why the hell did you see me? re-schedule! so instantly my beloved* & i were eerked the wrong way with this broad, but we got over that fast once we saw our peanut. and she didn't rush us at all! she ended up being really cool, guess she just doesn't know how to give bad news i guess? whatever. baby peanut had their feet above their head, wiggling their toes & fingers! it was just amazing & of course because baby peanut was messing around we didn't get good pictures so we get to go back Sat! yay* more time to see my snugglebutt. i am super excited about that. but everything she saw seemed perfect-o! right on track to the day for being week 19. which i am loving, everything has been right on track thus far & things have been great thru the entire pregnancy for me, for us. which has been fabulous* and i got what i wanted, my baby girl! LoL altho once talking to my beloved* i was like 'omg, she is going to be my daughter. she's gonna be a little b!tch when she gets older' and we both died! fabulous. but that is all for today, sorry for the whole missing out on posting but things have been crazii & intense so i will be posting again sometime this week if not sooner on Sat for more news on peanut!