i don't have no sister.

hello blogworld. so today was a very emotional rollercoaster for me today; i stayed at my parents last night so i missed my guys inparticular my beloved* sleeping alone is never fun once you get all comfy with someone but that was great! my bed at my parents rocks! it is an ultra-pillow top bed with the comfiest blankets & pillows & my oldest cuddliest teddy in the world LOL so i was wicked excited to sleep in that bed especially working all week with having my feet & back bothering me as much as they have been. so i wake up in my comfy bed, my dad is cooking yummy-smelling food, took a shower, played around with baby girl* names for baby peanut with my mom, hung out with my brother & his dog dutchie! and then leave for work & have a horrible little ordeal outfront with a completel stranger! GGR. no need for details at this time because i honestly am just appauled, shocked & was actually minorly injured so no need to relive that so soon. but the kid completely shot my day! fcuking A. being pregnant i am on the verge of having emotional breakdowns, meltdowns, & episodes so this kid (was an adult) completely kicked my great day beginnings to a shame! boo to you ugly man, serious boo to you!
but! in other news, good news! we told aidan the big news that he is going to be a big brother! he had an aboluslety hilarious & adorable reaction, i was very much pleased with it. so he comes over & i am showering, he doesn't like when he can't reach me when he walks in the door. idk why because when i'm there he usually makes his grumpy face & says 'i wanna watch noggin' LoL okay sure how are you, nice to see you. so i got out of the shower & my beloved* & i discussed our plan of attack i got dressed & went to the living room, LoL sat him down & told him we got big news buddy! he made his silly smirk that he makes like he knows what we're going to say and my beloved* says 'how would feel about being a big brother, want to have a little sister.' he looks at us 'i don't have a sister' and laughs at us. we both chuckled & shook our heads, 'aidan what if you had a little sister, how would you feel' now he's getting frustrated & says 'but i don't have one, yet!' LoL yet? wtf is that business but we go on 'buddy so jen & i are going to have a baby & she's going to be you sister' he looks at us trying to figure out if we're messing with him or not and then he crosses his arms over his chest and says 'but i don't even have a sister' of course we can't hold in the laughter because his faces, voice & persona is hilarious all the time forget trying to tell him this. so my beloved* says 'aidan do you understand what we're telling you, you're going to have a sister after your birthday & before thanksgiving' and he looks at us and says 'momma told me that daddy & momma made me & i was in her belly' and looked at us puzzled my beloved* says to him 'yeah just like daddy & momma made you, jen & daddy made your sister & she's in jen's belly' and rubbed my belly LoL now i am a 5 foot, little over 100 lb lady so being 20 weeks now i am showing! showing very-well, there's no denying it. so aidan looked up at my beloved* & me and was confused, but jumped up & ran over to me gave me a huge hug & kiss! he then layed back with his arms behind his head laying on his bed with his feet crossed 'i'm gonna be the best big brother, i gotta teach her about the slides at the park' he jumped up and started waving his finger side to side 'you can't climb up the slides like rileigh does cause you'll get hurt when someone comes down' LoL the child is absolutely hilarious & adorable all the time but this conversation killed me, i loved it.
we then took him to the ultrasound appointment we had that day, i wanted to take him if he sat well with the news figured that the visual would help him with the whole topic. so we got there & i went ahead to register and then head over to the appt, so he got all nervous when i went ahead 'jen! don't leave me (he started trying to run but my beloved* had his hand) i'll be a really good big brother don't go without me' LoL i almost died. once in room; had the machine running, goo on my belly, the lights off & ready to go aidan got all excited. he was all over making sure my comfort level was normal, 'jen does that hurt? where did the rest of her go? (baby peanut) jen! is that cold?' then! they took a picture of her face, spooky face! she looks like skeletor or a skeleton and the lady asked me if i wanted it i told her no her face was creepy & that wasn't my baby. but aidan jumped on it & taped it on his wall so & i quote 'i can look at her beautiful face everyday' LoL my Saturday just rocked! we then went to gama & papa's (my beloveds* parents) and he was all protective of where people's limbs were compared to my belly & he kept saying 'his baby' uh! the day just rocked, only bad part about it was i had to leave all the love & go to work, but work was good yesterday. today on the other hand is seriously lame!
but i had to share our story in telling our little snugglebutt about his little sister, it was just the most fun i had telling a kid anything!

drum roll please.

so today was the highly anticipated doctor's appointment, and for those who know me i make it my mission to never be late to anything! my beloved* must have a gene in him that makes him prone to being late! LoL so we don't always mess very well when planning our schedule. so! we had snugglebutt aidan this weekend & dropped him off to his mom (miss kolleen!) at about 1pm. which was perfect, drop him off jump on the highway & be on our way. well with the crazii rain again today i had to drive a little slower, being a safe driver, and it took a little longer to get there so instead of being 15 minutes early like i like, we showed up on time! walk in the office & big sign on the window where the fabulous little check in lady should be "please register in suite 125 first' where the fcuk is suite 125 i'm in suite 170? great. i instantly get worked up, stressed & annoyed and panic a bit, my beloved* loves when i do this because then it is his job to somehow get me to relax! ha. good luck babes. so we register and get back to the office, wait like 5 minutes if that and get in the room where i get to see the little peanut! the woman instantly rubs us both the wrong way, "oh well you guys were extremely late we may need to rush this" excuse me! the appt was for 145 i was 5 minutes late! and if i am "extremely late" that i am going to ruin your schedule for the day when you already have your 2p appt waiting then why the hell did you see me? re-schedule! so instantly my beloved* & i were eerked the wrong way with this broad, but we got over that fast once we saw our peanut. and she didn't rush us at all! she ended up being really cool, guess she just doesn't know how to give bad news i guess? whatever. baby peanut had their feet above their head, wiggling their toes & fingers! it was just amazing & of course because baby peanut was messing around we didn't get good pictures so we get to go back Sat! yay* more time to see my snugglebutt. i am super excited about that. but everything she saw seemed perfect-o! right on track to the day for being week 19. which i am loving, everything has been right on track thus far & things have been great thru the entire pregnancy for me, for us. which has been fabulous* and i got what i wanted, my baby girl! LoL altho once talking to my beloved* i was like 'omg, she is going to be my daughter. she's gonna be a little b!tch when she gets older' and we both died! fabulous. but that is all for today, sorry for the whole missing out on posting but things have been crazii & intense so i will be posting again sometime this week if not sooner on Sat for more news on peanut!

rub my belly.

so today another person at work found out the fabulous news that i am expecting & came up was all "ah that's amazing, so happy for you" and hugged me! wtf is this business? now the particular person that hugged me doesn't bother me at all, i actually enjoy him, he's a father & loves kids & i think he's a rockin guy & thoroughly enjoy him. it's the whole point that a lot of people who find out do that! wtf is this business i ask again. i mean i understand the whole idea 'a new precious little peanut is coming into the world' is precious & the fact that i am 'carrying, caring for & nuturing this peanut' is even that more precious/amazing! but for people who you rarely speak with on a daily basis or even people you can stand or not stand doing this blows my mind. one woman who i have no issues with, we both would rather just be around other people we work with rather than each other hugged me! woah lady, my bubble! LoL yes i have, had a bubble starting to realize from this pregnancy people completely ignore the bubble rule & don't care even if it is voiced you'd rather not have them that close. but a hug? a hug! seriously, where did that come from. i have no real point behind this just kind of blown away at how different people are the instance they hear "BABY!" those four letter words i guess, mom always told us we shouldn't use them, they are bad words. LoL
and another thing! what's with the belly rubbing? i mean i understand it's some silly thing some people like to do & i am completely weird with who i let & don't let do it. ( again starting to get over the whole 'bubble' ) but one woman literally stood behind me & was being dirty! DIRTY! hello. 1. highly inappropriate especially in front of our families, 2. you're old, act you're age, 3. i am pregnant & uncomfortable in my own skin/clothes you think i want your sweaty body ontop of my being nasty & touching me! seriously. think woman, you were once pregnant would you have appreciated that. really! blarg. i must say though at first i was completely weirded out with people coming up & rubbing my belly but now i am warming up to it, it feels good! LoL but i still don't appreciate old people i don't know touching my belly. i don't know you old lady! i don't care how much of a miracle it is, back off! i respect my elders but you are icky & you will get it. LoL happy wednesday fellow bloggers

summer movie mana.

this summer is full of fun movies coming out & i can not wait! i am so excited. being pregnant & hating on the heat is perfect for me! i don't have much else to talk about today other than movies coming up that i want to see, so bad! things are going well; nothing exciting besides the whole pregnancy is going smoothly, work is going well, my beloved* is fabulous as well.

the terminator was a wonderful way to kick the summer off.

public enemies

with johnny depp & christian bale, ah!

wild things!

my ul-time favorite book growing up.

oOOOo.
transformers 2.
revenge of the fallen. aaaah! hello mr lebouf & miss fox

GI JOE : rise of the cobra
yes, i love GI JOE's thank you to my baby bro.

well happy hump day (yes i know it is in fact thursday but it is my wednesday so we are going by my schedule) ciao*

a reunion!

did anyone else watch jimmy fallon last night? well i did.! and i loved it.! hello zack morris, man did i miss you! i almost died when he came on stage (now i watch his newest show raising the bar & it was just on last night so i saw him) and omg! welcome back to the 90s baby because those seriously washed jeans, big hightop sneakers, and ginormous cell phones are back baby! yes, this is going to be hilarious but i immedatiately sat up & yelled at my beloved* 'babe is this live, is this real, omg he is zack!' yes. yes. i do often say things as soon as they reach my mouth & don't think about them. haha. welcome to the life my beloved* lives in, i saw things all the time & then look at him & we both just laugh. but anywho! a saved by the bell reunion! even if it is just the cast members sitting on the jimmy fallon show chit-chatting away i don't care to have them all together on one stage again i would just die! i loved saved by the bell (sbtb) when i was younger, the theme music every morning was on before school & i loved it, i ran around the house singing it instead of getting ready for school, my mom always loved that. but i honestly have a feeling as they slowly get in contact with each cast member mr. dustin diamond aka "screech" will have an issue of 'just being on a show' without money, or anything coming to him. i am not sure if anyone watched him on the 'celebrity fit club' a few years back or heard about his horrid, ugly behavior while on the show but he was a monster! not the screech we all welcomed into our house. but if one doesn't want on (::cough::screech) i think the show must go on! LoL that is all for my rant today i just had to get out some of my excitement over this topic. happy tuesday*

scooby.

everyone loves scooby doo, his little nephew scrappy, snoppy & all the other dog cartoons they see on tv but when it comes to real life people are afraid of dogs. my brother has a pit-bull that my beloved* & i call scooby because he looks just like scooby doo & he loves aidan, aidan loves dutch (his real name) and aidan knows 'don't pull the dogs tail, don't pull anything out of the dogs mouth & be nice' so does rileigh marie* she has a kitten at home and being only 16 months she is slowly learning to 'play nice' and if she doesn't the kitty scratches her. being an avid animal lover, having one my entire life since birth & having kids around all the animals we have (us, parents, friends) you must understand my frustrations when i was reading whdh.com and saw an article about an 11-year old boy being bitten by a pit-bull and the owner facing charges. why? there are no details so we don't know if the dog was rabid & just went insane or if the 11-year old knowingly teased or was mean to the dog & sorry to say got what was coming to him. my brother has done a phenomenal job with dutch; he is well-trained, listens, is very calm, and is just a great dog. having aidan or rileigh walk right up to him & play with him, rileigh is right at dutch's eye level when he is sitting & no one is nervous not watching every second they are together. so hearing this 1. the owner is a bone-head and the dog isn't trained & was a 'bad dog' there i agree he must take responsibility for the dog 2. the dog was sick & went rabid on the young child & again unfortunately the owner must take responsibility or 3. the 11-year old boy was teasing, torturing, being mean & should have known better not to be that way to anyone let alone a dog you don't know & there should be nothing done to the owner except maybe fined for not correctly locking the dog up whether in the yard, house or car. But again there were no details of what happened here so i may not be even close to scratching the surface. but being an avid animal lover & owner i am just appalled that the owner of a dog is automatically 'possibly face charges, will be facing charges' investigate! find out what happened & if it was in fact the animals fault or if unfortunately the kid got what was coming to them. blah! i have nothing for today; been a good weekend went to the park, wedding reception, 21st beeday party & we still have one day to go which hopefully will consist of one stop at the grocery store & then the couch. happy weekend* 

quick question.

now i try to do the whole "fashion" thing but lately i am all about comfort; jeans, tee shirt, shorts, whatever is the comfiest. and i don't knock what others wear, i question it but i don't knock it. but seriously.

what is the point of these scarves with shorts, capris, tank tops?!! if it is warm enough for the above mentioned why the hell are you wearing that scarf on your neck? hhmm.


ah! thanks for that.

"friends"

so at the moment i have a lot going on in my life; trying to work in free-time for the entire families (my beloveds* & mine), fun stuff with aidan, down time for me & baby peanut, snuggle time with my beloved*, & of course lots & lots of work. and i am beginning to notice that certain people that you call "friends" get rather upset when you are no longer available everynight to go out drinking, partying, & just being silly or just don't want to. now living on my own i completely understand why so many others had told me no (while still living at home) they couldn't go out money "was tight" because now i am living on my own, paying bills & realizing that i would rather just hang at home on my butt with my feet up & my main guy snuggling next to me than going out drinking, smoking (cigarettes!), partying all night long. i have just moved from that portion of my life, that's all. yet some people do not like it or want it "allowed" LoL allowed, i haven't been told what to do or things weren't "allowed" since i was 13 years old and i am now 24 & pregnant with my own only person telling me what to do is that little peanut now. i honestly am just beside myself with the fact that these people can not handle that things change, there was a small, tight-knit group that went out all the time & there are two other males that have gone & done the same (they aren't pregnant) but have moved in with a significant other, one rather far away so that we rarely ever see him, another is dating random ladies & traveling all the time but it is perfectly acceptable for them yet not myself, why is it?! mind blowing to me. isn't the point of "life" to grow up, have fun, find someone to love you, be together (marriage or not), have babies & continue life?! well apparently not! people need to be single, party all night, blow their money out the window & live in the "fast lane" so life will shortened. blarg! sorry today i jsut had a moment where someone i once called a "friend" was utterly rude to me, and have been a number of times & occassions and i am at the point where i am like seriously how the fcuk were we ever friends & why? i personally lose touch with someone or have a "falling out" with someone & i just leave it at that even when i was younger teenager or what-not i never bad-mouthed anyone until of course i was bad mouthed then i just state the obvious. i don't see the point in the bad mouthing someone you once confided in or called a friend?! i just would rather not have that person mentioned to me at all, they don't exsist in my eyes anymore. blarg! i guess i am done with that long rank & rave of this topic, i guess people will always be the way they are & be horrible, disgusting people and there's nothing we can do about it. just brush it off our shoulders & "be the bigger person" but i must tell you blog -world i am getting rather tired of it.

updates.updates.updates!

So i had a doctor appoinment yesterday & oh man did i have lots of questions for them ha! i have a blackberry (bless those little devices) and as i thought of questions i put them in my little note-keeper & would ask the doctor or have my beloved* google answers for me. see now if you haven't gotten the concept of me yet i am a highly "why?" kind of girl, i need to know why about everything! when i went to college i went to my first choice 6 times, yes 6 times for a visit to get to the know school, atmosphere, before deciding this was it. so i need to know everything that is going on, will go on & just need to know everything about the topic "pregnancy, labor & delivery" so we have already been on a tour of the maternity ward (yes i am only 4 months! i will probably go at least two more times; grandparents need to see it, godparents, and i want to go again as a bigger pregnant woman!) LoL i am intense i know this, my beloved* knows this. so this appointment was getting the 12 tubes of blood-work results back, good news! all is well, both myself & baby peanut are just as healthy as can be, i am gaining weight right on schedule (8 pounds thus far, average is 10), i am B positive which i guess is good apparently pregnant women should be positive bloodtypes!? i will be googling that soon. and my doctor says that i am doing very well; very positive, happy about the pregnancy, upbeat & perky. so i am very excited! i was highly nervous & had a lot of anxiety going into the appointment yesterday so when all went well i was so releaved & could finally go back to my old self (which is probably what the doctor saw because she gave me the great news) but to the question & answer portion!
i asked cat (the nurse, she rocks! at the office) what are contractions? (again i need to know what the hell is going on with my body before it happens, i like to be prepared) she told me that they sort of feel like my muscles tightening up, or really bad period cramps (okay i can deal with that) but as they get closer together, i can count them & they are in a certain pattern they won't be as just "discomfortable" but rather on the painful side, that's how i know i am beginning labor.
my beloved*'s hand is doing very well, he is able to do more things slowly with it he finished his meds & i am glad for that it was killing his stomach and it took him a few extra days! aidan is well, cute as a button as ever, parents are doing well, everyone is just doing very well! we are all just "patiently" awaiting the news of what baby peanut will be! both my beloved* & i were confused and thought that yesterdays appointment would tell us, but unfortunately we weren't rabbits early enough & have to wait another 3 weeks, which eeh! is fine but i am starting to get a little anxious to know, at this point i don't care boy or girl i just want to know! but i guess that is all for the day, i have a big weekend coming up family friend turns 21 on friday & my friend val that we went to vegas to watch get married is having her reception on saturday so my beloved* and i along with the entire family are goign to that. very excited for it and not at the same time, being as healthy as i am as a pregnant woman my bridesmaid dress will no longer fit! so i am just wearing a regular dress as an "anybody' the one time i have a bridesmaid dress i love i can't wear! figures. LoL but that is all for tonight. ciao fellow bloggers