LaLa Land

Okay. I am way beyond happy & excited about life right now.
So I am offically out of my parents house, living in Methuen & with my beloved* James Steven Mcg, could things be any better? Seriously. (( besides the fact that i am not as organized as i would like to be & having things where they belong & set in their place )) things are fabulous! We are absolutely amazing, things are looking fabulous in the apartment, and we even went out and got Aidan some belongings! Which he has yet to see but he gota bunch of new stuff, a new Transformers bed! from his papa & we got him new clothes, and socks & big boy undapants! He's going to be so excited! And this weekend, we are going to finish up the final touches, unfortunately we both have been so busy with work & having aidan & our fabulous families just dropping in to say "hi" so Friday night we will have aidan but it'll be his first night his Transformers bed! and most of Sat but Sat night we will try to fit in :: cleaning, organizing, cleaning out the closet, putting stuff back in the closet, and laundry & somehow sit down and enjoy each others' company with a movie!? HaHa I know I know. And then of course Sunday Oct 5, 2008 is the "MAKING STRIDES AGAINST BREAST CANCER AWARENESS" walk!! Begins at 8a but luckily our "ROCK YOUR SOX" team is proactive & not only has raised $1185 (( $185 over our goal )) but we also pre-registered & have our team tee shirts so we just need to show up & ROCK OUR SOX on the 5.7 mile walk. Seriously I don't think I could more excited or proud of our team!
But the whole point of this blog was to apologize to everyone (( especially Ryan )) for the delay on the pictures from Aidan's 4th birthday & the Weezer concert! I am seriously slacking, the moving, working & attempting to see my beloved* it's been hard, and I honestly don't even know where the cable is for the camera & our internet service in our aptarment is poof! fineto! donezo! LoL But that is all for today a small update on my crazy world, there will be more to come later in the week, lots going on & of course WAY MORE after my fabulous walk on Sunday!

And it begins.

So moving day is upon us, and it begins tomorrow right after a long day of a long week! This week has not only been so hectic at work but so crazii outside of it as well. Lots of cleaning, organizing, packing up, unpacking, cleaning, and organizing again! LoL Once I think I am done there's more to do and then it's time for get a few hours of sleep for work & then work! So I am drained! But I am extremely excited to be able to state that I am moving out! I am not a student in school, or traveling for a time but I am moving out of my parents' house! I am so excited to be out, but I am more excited to be able to say I live with my beloved* He is absolutely fabulous, and couldn't be more excited for the fact that we are doing this together. But I am in the mist of boxes being filled, furniture being dusted & trying to get the team tee shirts "ROCK YOUR SOX" situated for the right person(s). Also! More good news, the team has not only reached our goal but surpassed it! We are currently at $1165.00 and still have tons of more money coming our way! Congrads to us. Especially my bestest Nessa, our team captain of spirit, could you be doing any better of a job! I don't think so! LoL but this is all more tonight, and unfortunately could may as well be the weekend, but I PROMISE pictures will be coming, unfortunately I can not locate the cable to hook my camera up to the computer to download them! Oops!

Til then fabulous readers & fellow bloggers. . ciao!

I'm A Troublemaker!

"Put me in a special school cuz I am such a foolAnd I don't need a single book to teach me how to readWho needs stupid books? They are for petty crooksAnd I will learn by studying the lessons in my dreamsSo turn off the TV cuz that's what others seeAnd movies are as bad as eating chocolate ice-cream They only sicken me, don't let me play footballI'll sack the quarterback and jack the brother of the ball . . i'M A TROUBLEMAKER . NEVER BEEN A FAKER . DOiNG THINGS MY OWN WAY AND NEVER GiViNG UP . . i'M A TROUBLEMAKER . NOT A DOUBLE-TAKER . i DONT HAVE THE PATiENCE TO KEEP iT ON THE UP!" . . . "
So tonight is the Weezer concert & I am stoked! woot.woot! Never seen em, going with a small but really cool gang of clowns. It starts at 7.30p at the Tsongas Areana in the Lowell area and it can't come soon enough . . There will be pictures up soon of this concert, as well as the lil man's fabulous "Star Wars " party we had Sunday so stay tuned!
"i'M THE GREATEST MAN THAT EVER LiVED . . woot woot!"

Quick One!

Okay! So a real quick blog today.
Aidan's 4th "Star Wars" Birthday Party went fabulously! He loved it, love his cousins there and loved his presents, candy & food ((courtesy of his amazing papa)). Things got a little hectic with all the kids & people in such a small place but overall I think it was great, everyone laughed, ate, drank and were merry! And there will be pictures coming up soon of the party, as soon as I figure out how to work this new "Cybershot Camera", there are some really good ones of everyone! Update on my "ROCK YOUR SOX" team is that we have met our rut spot of $770, which is still absolutely amazing but we have stuck! We do have a lot of cash donaters and need to get that money into someone's account & online but I still have faith we will be hitting ((evening surpassing)) our goal. Also, moving day is coming along very nicely. Not being rushed with anything ((cleaning, packing, & what nots)) and things are going very well in that deparment, dates have been set for Oct 3rd so we are moving forward!
But the point of this blog is the update on my tattoo ((no help from my fellow bloggers, but that is a-okay)) I am going with the angel wings & the initials above my neck. Instead of my papa's initials, due to the fact they are also his sons' initials ((my grandfather, who I don't speak of)) I am putting PAPA so there are no questions as to which Charles it is or needing explainations, it's plain as day :: PAPA. So I am extremely excited about that, may be small & not so visable but it's me and that's how I like them and I am so stoked, I can not wait to go & get it. AND! My beloved* is going with me so it'll be lots of fun to do that with him, bonding experience! LoL
But that is it for today, lots to do still! Even after the party is over, also I have a Weezer concert tomorrow with some loverly people which there will be updates of that experience & pictures.
CiAO FOR TODAY!

In serious need

Okay, so I am in some serious need of a new tattoo! Since the day, literally, I turned 18 I have gotten a tattoo every year like clockwork and I am on the outskirts of my 24th year and I am missing two, two tattoos! So I have some major need/want of a new tattoo, honestly the whole experienc. From the second you pull into the parking lot and walk to the door of the tattoo parlor you can just feel it, and for those of you who have tattoos will understand what I am talking about here. As soon as you walk into the door the smells, sounds and atmosphere is so exciting and I want back in! So all of this ranting and babble is for me to basically set up my next blog. I want some comments & feedback on my next tattoo. I have an idea, well a few to be exact but nothing set it stone or skin (lol) yeah I am full of bad jokes, but I laugh so whatever. But I have a Chinese Symbol on my lower back (1. yes I had it checked with an actual Chinese person that it says what I thought & 2. yeah it's tacky but whatever it's mine!) and I want to add two smaller ones on either side in gray that mean "nana" and "papa" then add wings in the background and I am comtemplating a halo. It's meaningful to me and I like the idea, and I love that all of my tattoos have meanings (even though I have a measely four!) My next idea is a bracelet around my wrist, no ideas just somewhere I'd like one and my last idea is a few stars colored pink, yellow, purple, and blue right along the top of where, if I wore thong sandals, would be. But that's netiher here nor there and not the point of my blog but this is! Here are some pictures belong and let me know what you think! THANKS!

this one is sort of one of my ideas I had myself

this is another verison of the idea I had myself, maybe a little too big for myself

this is lips on someones butt! i have ALWAYS wanted this!

this one I just loved, I would add ribbons from their mouths and write my papa & nanas' names

this one I just loved, the stars & flowers & colors. I have always loved stars & moons

Again I love stars & moons, and I would put my own Chinese symbol maybe no name

this one I LOVED the most, I would put my papa's initials over!

I would def change this one up a little, but again I have a thing for stars & moons

So there they are. Not only my own ideas, but some pictures for you to actually see but I would love some comments & feedback on what people think. I seriously need a new tattoo so please gimme your comments & feedback I need this done. . like yesterday!

Making Strides Against Breat Cancer walk

So like I mentioned yesterday in my blog I am doing a walk on Oct 5, 2008 and I just realized that I did not include the website where you can go and join, donate or just get some information. So again my teams' name is "ROCK YOUR SOX" and it is for the "Making Strides Against Breast Cancer Walk" the Boston, Ma version. It is on, again, Oct 5, 2008 registration is at 8am but if you sign up online your registration is complete! So you technically do not have to be there until 10a when the walk starts, but they always have activities, and stuff to be bought at the starting point site, which is the Hatch Shell on the Esplanade on Storrow Drive. So the website for my particular team is ::
www.main.acsevents.org/goto/ROCKURSOX

and the ACS (American Cancer Society) has their own website which is ::

http://www.acs.org/

So please, go online donate, join, or get information! The smallest donation is still a huge help, and they do have a min of $5 to donate but still $5 come on people it's so small for us. And if you can not donate (I completely understand) join! It is free to sign up and all you need to do is ask some loved ones, co-workers, friends for a $5 donation it adds up really fast! And get yourself some information from the website, this can hit anyone of us, men and women!

Today's the Day

So today is the day! Today I have finally gotten myself a "blog" and joined the millions of people who do it, love it and talk about it all the time ((i need to go home and blog about this)) LoL never understood it until today. I have a lot to talk about and such little time on my hands to do it.

I have finally found the man of my dreams! His name is James Steven and is an absolute diamond in the ruff, and he is all mine. I am finally moving out of my parents house in with him! I couldn't be more excited, we're starting it off slow ((LoL if there is such a thing)) due to the fact most people get crazii, mean, lazii and stupid when living with not only a loved one but a person of an OCD stature. Yeah I have a little OCD, I need things clean, in their places and neat! When living with a person it's not such a bad thing, I think LoL. So I have begun the packing process and man do I seriously hate it. What to take? What to leave? DO I really need this, well I may wear it if this, this or this happens. LoL women! But I def will being needing ceratin items, and he is 100% down for whatever I want to do, not that I'm demanding or asking for much. I am just so stoked about this whole "MOVING DAY" event. I have such big things going on all at once, and I think I am handling it. I am seriously the shiznet.

First and for most I am the captain of this most fabulous team "ROCK YOUR SOX" for the Making Strides Against Breast Cancer walk on October 5th, 2008 here in Boston. And this being the first walk I do ((i do a few)) that I am completely and utterly in charge of. I decedied on a whim one night while watching t.v. with my beloved* after seeing a commercial about the walk and I looked at him immediately jumped over the computer and signed myself up! LoL literally signed up alone, by my lonesome. My beloved* kind of chuckeled due to the fact I did sign up alone but I knew my friends & family and knew someone would join me. Turns out I was way more than right. Not only did 22 of my co-workers, family & fabulous friends sign up but in less than 2 weeks we have raised over $770. OH SNAP* Seriously, we got 6 different companies to sponsor us and donate money and 4 of them donated their logos for our team tee shirts! YES! I am having team tee shirts made ((i did steal the idea from my aunt)) but hey! it's for a great cause leave me be! LoL and I am so stoked about getting the shirts back. This really rad dude from supersportusa.com Mark is making my shirts and promises some awesome tee shirts. And I actually spoke with him today and he said the fronts of the tees are "rocking" he actually term! There is also this awesome lady Jill from the ACS ((american cancer society)) who has been calling me and checking up on me to make sure I don't need any assistance and is watching the teams' progress and is so happy with what we've done. So kudoos to us!

Another thing I have going on at the moment is my beloved's* son, Aidan Matthew, is turning 4 on Sunday and we not only get him on his birthday but we are throwing him an awesome "Star Wars" themed party. I got cups, napkins, a pinyata, Darth Vader & Storm Troopers masks, goody bags, and the ((def)) most awesomest ((LoL)) cake ever! I went online and got a picture of Star Wars with literally everyone one it! It has all of the movie titles, every single Star Wars movie title, and all the major characters on it. I cannot wait for Aidan to see this cake, he is going to love. OH SNAP* The best part of it all is the candle! I got a Darth Vader candle that SINGS THE DARTH VADER ((bad guy)) MUSIC. Could I be any better at this kid-party planning, seriously? Ah! I am amazing.

And the major reason I am blogging today is. . . life.

What the hell is the meaning of it? God? What the hell is the point of "him"? I am 23 yrs old and have seen some sh!t that no one should have to go through at all let alone at this age. If "God" was so marvelous and can heal anything and fix all of humanities issues why the hell isn't he? Not only are we going through our own personal dramas but the world and humanity as a whole are going through hell. We have global warming, terrorists, people dying of starvation, some people killing themselves because of "their God". What the hell is going on? I am not trying to down those you that may believe in "God" or "Allah" or whoever/whatever you may believe in. I am just wondering what is the method to this madness? What is the "bigger picture"? I just don't get it.

I am not going to be like some bloggers with crazii details of my life and what I did, do and am going through. But one thing is I will b!tch/moan and complain a lot! And trust me I am pretty damn good at it.

And I guarantee there will be a lot of "God" mentioning and humanity drama. What I don't understand, I question and I question it to the fullest. I would just like to understand that's all. I mean to offend none and if I do I'm sorry this is just me ranting and raving about what I feel should be for that particular day.

So welcome to the insanity and awesomeness I call me!

Hope you enjoy my ranting . .